Ryan stayed the night AGAIN!!!111! last night.
I's a happy manda. c:
actually not right now... tummy hurts. .__.
I want to get on the damn birth control already. There are so many benefits.
My mom says our insurance won't be so fucked after january ... and maybe I could go to the doctor then. sigh.
I's a happy manda. c:
actually not right now... tummy hurts. .__.
I want to get on the damn birth control already. There are so many benefits.
My mom says our insurance won't be so fucked after january ... and maybe I could go to the doctor then. sigh.
Despite what some of you may believe 'cause to my lack of updates, I am in fact still alive! *shocked gasps in the background*
I like this icon a lot, maybe it will become my default?
I'm actually trying to do something worthwhile with my time *more shocked gasps* and am expediting for ChaCha. Still too much of a wimp to go out and DO anything though. .__. I am so happy I have my Ryan though, and all of my friends even though we don't talk much anymore cause we're out of school.
Anyway! XD;
I think you'll like this if you're reading, ayoungjovian!
Awesome-mazing song fused with science. cool, non? :D
it's got me watching the cosmos series...
I like this icon a lot, maybe it will become my default?
I'm actually trying to do something worthwhile with my time *more shocked gasps* and am expediting for ChaCha. Still too much of a wimp to go out and DO anything though. .__. I am so happy I have my Ryan though, and all of my friends even though we don't talk much anymore cause we're out of school.
Anyway! XD;
I think you'll like this if you're reading, ayoungjovian!
Awesome-mazing song fused with science. cool, non? :D
it's got me watching the cosmos series...
- Music:Klaxons - As Above, So Below (Justice Remix) | Powered by Last.fm
it's been too long since my last update. o3o
I've been to kings island with ryan twice since then c: we went yesterday. there were NO LINES FOR ANYTHING. needless to say we rode nearly everything. including eachother o////o /tmi
he took a picture on his phone while we were taking a break to eat and he looks SUPER THRILLED OMG.
the best time for vending is RIGHT after a new RIG comes out. i made 3 MILLION GOLD with one item. i saw a "bibbles" listed for 40k and snatched it up. it resold for 3 million. i was so tempted to keep him though. ;-; but now i've got more gold than i've ever had. maybe i should invest in an all-watermeat tank?
my facebook is now connected to my gaia. so anyone following me on facebook will me swamped with my gaia crap. D: i need to turn it off...
i really need to update this thing more often. there's so much crap that's happened but i forget it all. >.
I've been to kings island with ryan twice since then c: we went yesterday. there were NO LINES FOR ANYTHING. needless to say we rode nearly everything. including eachother o////o /tmi
he took a picture on his phone while we were taking a break to eat and he looks SUPER THRILLED OMG.
the best time for vending is RIGHT after a new RIG comes out. i made 3 MILLION GOLD with one item. i saw a "bibbles" listed for 40k and snatched it up. it resold for 3 million. i was so tempted to keep him though. ;-; but now i've got more gold than i've ever had. maybe i should invest in an all-watermeat tank?
my facebook is now connected to my gaia. so anyone following me on facebook will me swamped with my gaia crap. D: i need to turn it off...
i really need to update this thing more often. there's so much crap that's happened but i forget it all. >.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:miles fischer (?) - this must be the place
Okay, i've put off posting this song waaay too long. please listen :>
Inner city sky rise over town at night
You pushed me to the top floor
So we could see the sights
I could tell that you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I looked at you I knew you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
On the poolside staring into glowing blue
Swimsuit issues with my toes
Curled in the grooves
I could tell that you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I looked at you I knew you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
Keep breathing, keep searching, keep holding on
Keep breathing, keep living, keep holding on
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
this song is just... amazing.
2:26 to 2:54 makes me stop everything and listen. it gives me chills and butterflies XD;
maybe i'll come back with a real update later. if i wrote an entry now it would just be rant and angst.
Friendly Fires - Jump in the Pool
+ listen hereInner city sky rise over town at night
You pushed me to the top floor
So we could see the sights
I could tell that you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I looked at you I knew you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
On the poolside staring into glowing blue
Swimsuit issues with my toes
Curled in the grooves
I could tell that you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I looked at you I knew you wanted to
Jump in the pool, jump in the pool
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
Keep breathing, keep searching, keep holding on
Keep breathing, keep living, keep holding on
I push out, I breathe in
A stillness turning away
Don't look back, don't pretend
We'll never take control again
And before that we own the horizon
And only the water remains
The fear is falling away
this song is just... amazing.
2:26 to 2:54 makes me stop everything and listen. it gives me chills and butterflies XD;
maybe i'll come back with a real update later. if i wrote an entry now it would just be rant and angst.
- Music:Friendly Fires- Jump in the Pool
it's starting to feel like i'll never see ryan again.
i should never get my hopes up about seeing him. cause it usually does not happen.
and i feel horrible all over. i'm supposed to be taking the kids swimming in an hour.
the only thing that makes my body feel okay is laying in bed.
edit;; this thing is pretty freakin' cool. it makes me wish i knew spanish.
i should never get my hopes up about seeing him. cause it usually does not happen.
and i feel horrible all over. i'm supposed to be taking the kids swimming in an hour.
the only thing that makes my body feel okay is laying in bed.
edit;; this thing is pretty freakin' cool. it makes me wish i knew spanish.
- Mood:
sick and lonely

today i hung out with abbie for the first time in who knows how long.
we went to burwood but a guy appeared with a dog and his daughter and tried to talk to us so we ran away. XD
we decided to walk to rookwood. she says she knows a fast way and we head the complete opposite way we usually go. that way turned out to be walking down the railroad tracks.
in all my time living here i had never even stood on the railroad tracks, much less walk on them. being near them was a gigantic no-no when i was little. but we walked and walked and the tracks led us directly to rookwood. as we were walking me walked over the highway and there was no fence up like i'm used to. it was very dangerous-feeling :o
but anyway when we got to rookwood we wandered around some stores and acted like idiots. while walking back we stopped by the creamy whip but alas it was closed ;~; so we went to the UDF instead. it felt very strange being inside a UDF and not seeing ryan behind the counter, it made me feel lonely :(((( but i got some paintball blast ice cream which ryan has been wanting me to try, and bought some strawberry ice cream for abbie c: and some whipped cream on top.. mmm... wanted to tell the lady, don't bother with putting a little puff on top, i'll just give you some money for the whole can :o
on the way back some idiot tried to hit us. intentionally. we were going to cross and they sped up to try and hit us. wtf?
but i am happy i went out today. abbie needs to drag me out on those epic walks again. c:
i have cameron's number now.
i would be jumping for joy if this was the beginning of junior year. XD
- Mood:
silly
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGG
*SQUEEEEEEEEEE*
There really is gonna be a Trigun movie!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
I didn't think they were ever gonna actually get around to it ;___;
I haven't watched Trigun in months or even glanced at the manga (SHAME!) but omg when i watched that trailer the fangirlyness came flooding back into me.
the announcer is annoying but omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
It needs to come out now plz :D
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGG
*SQUEEEEEEEEEE*
There really is gonna be a Trigun movie!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
I didn't think they were ever gonna actually get around to it ;___;
I haven't watched Trigun in months or even glanced at the manga (SHAME!) but omg when i watched that trailer the fangirlyness came flooding back into me.
the announcer is annoying but omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
It needs to come out now plz :D
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
- Mood:
excited
I thought it would be appropriate
Liam Lynch <3
Happy America day guise 8D
- Mood:
dorky
I wish i could quit being such a damn nympho. o__o
i'm so sexually frustrated i could cryyy ;__________;
i'm so sexually frustrated i could cryyy ;__________;
- Mood:
horny - Music:fever ray - coconut
even more jams for you!
he came back one day and
told me stories that I
now dream of
(oh oh oh oh)
open atmosphere
take me anywhere
take me there
(oh oh oh oh)
we have water mouth
sand in pockets and a strained household
(oh oh oh oh)
when the night falls
there is fire in the bungalow
lay back with a big cigar
lay back we are where we are
lay back with a big cigar
lay back this is where we are
okay.. sorry if this isn't your kinda thing :p
this is yet another omg can't stop listening song. other good ones from fever ray are 'seven', and 'i'm not done'. this is the sister counterpart of the band the knife, i've posted 'heartbeats' here before.
and i am off! :o
Fever Ray - Coconut
+ listen herehe came back one day and
told me stories that I
now dream of
(oh oh oh oh)
open atmosphere
take me anywhere
take me there
(oh oh oh oh)
we have water mouth
sand in pockets and a strained household
(oh oh oh oh)
when the night falls
there is fire in the bungalow
lay back with a big cigar
lay back we are where we are
lay back with a big cigar
lay back this is where we are
okay.. sorry if this isn't your kinda thing :p
this is yet another omg can't stop listening song. other good ones from fever ray are 'seven', and 'i'm not done'. this is the sister counterpart of the band the knife, i've posted 'heartbeats' here before.
and i am off! :o
- Mood:
groggy - Music:fever ray - coconut
jams for you
can't stop listening. it's weird, but i love it.
also a few minutes ago i snatched a starfish for 1,600g. *evil cackle* :D thanks to the new chest in the aquarium, their prices have dropped to around 15k.. and i caught a misprice. >D
can't stop listening. it's weird, but i love it.
also a few minutes ago i snatched a starfish for 1,600g. *evil cackle* :D thanks to the new chest in the aquarium, their prices have dropped to around 15k.. and i caught a misprice. >D
- Mood:
calm - Music:pogo - lost
HEY GUESS WHAT!
Ryan passed his drivers test :DDDDDDDDD
..but my period came a few hours ago.
.. OTL
Ryan passed his drivers test :DDDDDDDDD
..but my period came a few hours ago.
.. OTL
- Mood:
uncomfortable
meep. i'm sorry guys ;-; ..
i didn't mean to go all emo like that. my emotions were all over the place yesterday. my monthly flow is a little overdue right now so i suppose i'm getting a bit of PMS :o
i just wanted to say.. invader zim ftw. i downloaded the whole series since i never got a chance to watch it when i was younger. some episodes were just like "..o__O eughh!" but most were just plain old 'random' humor that it's famous for. one day i watched like 20 (<-- exaggeration) episodes all at once and i was all retarded all day. i think gir brainwashes me o__O
would re-watch. *thumbs up* i probably will :D
and now i give you.. A BOOGYING GIR!

i didn't mean to go all emo like that. my emotions were all over the place yesterday. my monthly flow is a little overdue right now so i suppose i'm getting a bit of PMS :o
i just wanted to say.. invader zim ftw. i downloaded the whole series since i never got a chance to watch it when i was younger. some episodes were just like "..o__O eughh!" but most were just plain old 'random' humor that it's famous for. one day i watched like 20 (<-- exaggeration) episodes all at once and i was all retarded all day. i think gir brainwashes me o__O
would re-watch. *thumbs up* i probably will :D
and now i give you.. A BOOGYING GIR!

- Mood:
embarrassed
holy crap
addictive cute song nao :o
i'm swimming in the ocean
of pillow case blue
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
could we have a moment?
it feels so real
i'm picking out a blossom
i pin it on the wall
it feels so real
i'm giving you a haircut
walking to the sushi bar
shopping at the goodwill
learning how to swing dance
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
could we have a moment?
it feels so real
i'm picking out a blossom
i pin it on the wall
it feels so real
i'm swimming in the ocean
of pillow case blue
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT DX
also my million has dwindled to 300k but it's alright. P: i spent 600k on ONE item lol. a cute blushy pose from the y paddle. o////o
addictive cute song nao :o
Kyle Andrews - Sushi
+ listen herei'm swimming in the ocean
of pillow case blue
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
could we have a moment?
it feels so real
i'm picking out a blossom
i pin it on the wall
it feels so real
i'm giving you a haircut
walking to the sushi bar
shopping at the goodwill
learning how to swing dance
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
could we have a moment?
it feels so real
i'm picking out a blossom
i pin it on the wall
it feels so real
i'm swimming in the ocean
of pillow case blue
and i sink so deep in you
you gonna save me or not?
I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT DX
also my million has dwindled to 300k but it's alright. P: i spent 600k on ONE item lol. a cute blushy pose from the y paddle. o////o
- Mood:
bouncy
okay, i didn't get to go to kings island, but i still got to be with ryan~ for like 4 hours 8D
and ever since i put the bone demon mask on the market (you can buy it for 1,500,000g!) i've gotten about 5 begging PMs. >.>
my sting has only gotten worse. the swelling and redness has spread halfway down my foot. it probably wouldn't have done that if i hadn't itched the hell out of it early this morning. *smacks self* and oh god, it burns and itches so bad! i think it might be infected.
i might edit later with some more infos of today's sexy happenings. |D
and ever since i put the bone demon mask on the market (you can buy it for 1,500,000g!) i've gotten about 5 begging PMs. >.>
my sting has only gotten worse. the swelling and redness has spread halfway down my foot. it probably wouldn't have done that if i hadn't itched the hell out of it early this morning. *smacks self* and oh god, it burns and itches so bad! i think it might be infected.
i might edit later with some more infos of today's sexy happenings. |D
- Mood:
flirty
argh. i got stung by a bee earlier :(
the pool at burwood park just opened up today, and of course my little sister wanted to go. she has no bathing suit. she cried and whined. my mom says maybe we could go down there just to eat lunch (they serve free lunch). buuut, as i remember from past years, the lunch is not delivered in the first week or so the pool is open. buuut, sarah cries and whines until i take her down there anyway.
we get down there, and no lunch! imagine that. it became obvious though that she didn't really care at all about the lunch anyway as she is crying to go in the pool. after some crying she decided she wanted to play on the swings, but everything was just too hot from sitting in the sun. a lady came up to us and said we could have some of their food cause the lunch will not be at the park until thursday. she offered us tacos, i made sarah one, they gave her a cookie and juice. it was so incredibly awkward, using these people's food while sarah stood there and sulked. they told her she could get in if she just told them she's five (5 and under get in free) and wear something that could pass as a bathing suit.
sooo, we go to a bench and she eats her cookie, drinks her juice, and didn't wanna eat the taco but i made her try it anyway P: she ate half of it and then we headed home.
on the way, while walking along the sidewalk, i feel a sensation on my toe like a bramble thorn stabbing in. i looked down and saw a bee on my toe omgggg :o, so i shriek like a banshee and kick my foot, my sandal flying off and into a stranger's yard. sarah is like wtf just happened XDD. the bee must have been on a clover that was growing between the slabs of sidewalk ot something. i look down and see the stinger still in my toe, with a weird white little thing sticking to the end, which i'm guessing was part of the bee lol. i grabbed it by the white and pulled it out, admiring it on my fingertip for a moment, and showed it to my sister. "i just got stung by a bee!!" i say, and she starts totally flipping out. i rubbed the stinger off of my finger into the grass and retrieved my sandal.
instead of being concerned for me she was all like "LET'S GO HOME YOU'RE SCARING ME I DON'T WANNA GET STUNG" XDX
walking the rest of the way proved to be quite painful. i had forgotten how much a bee sting hurt. when we got home i showed mom and she told me to spray this stuff on it, it was bug bite pain reliever or something. it helped a little. but as soon as we got home, sarah asked her if we had anything that looked like a bathing suit, and when she said no, started bawling like a neglected baby. >___>
i do something for her, and this is the thanks i get P:
well, right now, my toe isn't red anymore, but it feels oddly thicker and more rigid. before, it was all red and puffed up. (unrelated but FUCK MY IPOD JUST DIED. grrr.) and really painful. x___x. lol, i can imagine stephanie's reply to this entry, something like "you're a pussy lol" =p
( Pics or it didn't happen - it's my foot btw :o )
rofl. there were people on their porches on the street we were walking on, so they got a show of my shrieking like a banshee and my shoe flying off.
weeeelll. my and ryan may be going to kings island tomorrow (with a friend of his >__>). dunno if i'll be able to walk correctly lol :o
before i leave you, i wanna give you some musics..
it's "oompa radar" from goldfrapp. no lyrics cause it's instrumental c:
it's an odd song. the first time i heard it i was unsure if i wanted to download it or not. but after the second listen i was strangely addicted. i find myself humming or whistling this song constantly without realizing it o__O
this video for it is pretty good too!
okay. imma go now XD;
the pool at burwood park just opened up today, and of course my little sister wanted to go. she has no bathing suit. she cried and whined. my mom says maybe we could go down there just to eat lunch (they serve free lunch). buuut, as i remember from past years, the lunch is not delivered in the first week or so the pool is open. buuut, sarah cries and whines until i take her down there anyway.
we get down there, and no lunch! imagine that. it became obvious though that she didn't really care at all about the lunch anyway as she is crying to go in the pool. after some crying she decided she wanted to play on the swings, but everything was just too hot from sitting in the sun. a lady came up to us and said we could have some of their food cause the lunch will not be at the park until thursday. she offered us tacos, i made sarah one, they gave her a cookie and juice. it was so incredibly awkward, using these people's food while sarah stood there and sulked. they told her she could get in if she just told them she's five (5 and under get in free) and wear something that could pass as a bathing suit.
sooo, we go to a bench and she eats her cookie, drinks her juice, and didn't wanna eat the taco but i made her try it anyway P: she ate half of it and then we headed home.
on the way, while walking along the sidewalk, i feel a sensation on my toe like a bramble thorn stabbing in. i looked down and saw a bee on my toe omgggg :o, so i shriek like a banshee and kick my foot, my sandal flying off and into a stranger's yard. sarah is like wtf just happened XDD. the bee must have been on a clover that was growing between the slabs of sidewalk ot something. i look down and see the stinger still in my toe, with a weird white little thing sticking to the end, which i'm guessing was part of the bee lol. i grabbed it by the white and pulled it out, admiring it on my fingertip for a moment, and showed it to my sister. "i just got stung by a bee!!" i say, and she starts totally flipping out. i rubbed the stinger off of my finger into the grass and retrieved my sandal.
instead of being concerned for me she was all like "LET'S GO HOME YOU'RE SCARING ME I DON'T WANNA GET STUNG" XDX
walking the rest of the way proved to be quite painful. i had forgotten how much a bee sting hurt. when we got home i showed mom and she told me to spray this stuff on it, it was bug bite pain reliever or something. it helped a little. but as soon as we got home, sarah asked her if we had anything that looked like a bathing suit, and when she said no, started bawling like a neglected baby. >___>
i do something for her, and this is the thanks i get P:
well, right now, my toe isn't red anymore, but it feels oddly thicker and more rigid. before, it was all red and puffed up. (unrelated but FUCK MY IPOD JUST DIED. grrr.) and really painful. x___x. lol, i can imagine stephanie's reply to this entry, something like "you're a pussy lol" =p
( Pics or it didn't happen - it's my foot btw :o )
rofl. there were people on their porches on the street we were walking on, so they got a show of my shrieking like a banshee and my shoe flying off.
weeeelll. my and ryan may be going to kings island tomorrow (with a friend of his >__>). dunno if i'll be able to walk correctly lol :o
before i leave you, i wanna give you some musics..
it's "oompa radar" from goldfrapp. no lyrics cause it's instrumental c:
it's an odd song. the first time i heard it i was unsure if i wanted to download it or not. but after the second listen i was strangely addicted. i find myself humming or whistling this song constantly without realizing it o__O
this video for it is pretty good too!
okay. imma go now XD;
- Mood:
bitchy
because i've been obsessed with it..
baby tell me please
is this a dream?
spending the night with you
beneath the cherry trees
just make a wish
and everything comes true
out the windows of my bedroom
through the backyards of our neighbors
but i didn't leave you waiting
there was endless concentration
then the moon swept down to greet us
it was warm, and made of flowers
into vines that barely reached us
climbing higher than forever
baby help me please
in knowing this,
cause showing never tells
was it just a breeze?
was it a kiss?
breathless exquisite chills
ahhh. :D
I even tried to make my own video for this with windows movie maker but the volume was waaay low and i don't know why. poo.
Au Revoir Simone - Through the Backyards of our Neighbors
+ listen herebaby tell me please
is this a dream?
spending the night with you
beneath the cherry trees
just make a wish
and everything comes true
out the windows of my bedroom
through the backyards of our neighbors
but i didn't leave you waiting
there was endless concentration
then the moon swept down to greet us
it was warm, and made of flowers
into vines that barely reached us
climbing higher than forever
baby help me please
in knowing this,
cause showing never tells
was it just a breeze?
was it a kiss?
breathless exquisite chills
ahhh. :D
I even tried to make my own video for this with windows movie maker but the volume was waaay low and i don't know why. poo.
- Mood:
nostalgic

